Tuesday, March 23, 2010

As he peered out across the barren arctic tundra separated from the group, he heard blood curdling screams escape from the roaring of the wind. His heart pounded against his chest, he was frozen in fear. There was adrenalin coursing through his veins, his body telling him to run away as fast as he could, to forget the others. Should he do as his body told him, or should he do what his conscious told him, would they come back for him?
His warm breath turned to fog around him; he began running, faster and faster. Each breath more intense, a pain so great in his chest it was slowing his breathing. Each breath he took felt like a nail being hammered into his chest. The fear overwhelmed him, tightening his muscles, making it hard to move. He had to keep going; they knew he was there, somewhere, but where?
Tragedy can be measured
by the amount of happiness taken away
Elusion is our only protection
As we fall victim to its prey

Happiness may end
While tragedy begins
Today is the beginning

Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness.
By that I mean I know it can't last.
Beauty decays, laughter subsides
When will the stones be cast?
Is tomorrow the end?
False hope
Fake laughter
No more living happily ever after

A broken promise
Soon becomes a lie

Living in a world I hate
Tears crashing down around me
What more can I create?

Shadows casted upon these blood
spattered walls
Images behind these closed eyes
Trying not to let these tears fall

Closed curtains fall,
Lies dragged into the light,
For those whose promises are revealed
for what they are to all

Judgments thrown at me
All based upon false accusations
and their minds biggest temptations
When will they really see?
All they’re doing is hurting me.

One last breath
Draws into these lungs
The last ounce of courage
To stand up for myself
Drifts away
All my hope fades

Metal hits the ground,
No more sorrow,
No more sound.

Monday, March 22, 2010

A words just a word
unless you mean what you say

A lie can be the truth
if you choose to believe it

Pain is good
If you're foolish enough to let it come your way

So bear with your sorrows
you brought them on yourself

Don't look my way
for any kind of help

I told you if you fallowed your mind
no harm would come your way

But you didn't take my advice
now i'm laughing in your face

Friday, March 19, 2010

Running out of this problem is hard to neglect,
but somehow i can already feel the regret,
its hard for me to gain the pain,
all these time's makes me feel insane,

i feel like im just a castaway,
and there's no more reason for me to stay,
im just trying and waiting to let this pass away,
but how can i ever do it? i'm worrying about it everyday,

when can i find true happiness?,
if you are just giving me loneliness,
everything i've done is full of madness,
i cant escape this world full of sadness,

every time i try to fix it , even gets worst,
i'm ready to make things right , but it never fade's away like a never ending curse,
i can see it through your action,
i just didn't wanna make a reaction,

thinking about it everyday brings back all the memories,
its like i've been through this before, like my past tragedies,
the burden that was hard to forget , i had remembered,
so i tried to be strong, never back downed and surrendered.