Please, just please, stop telling me forever.
Forever is fake, it's more like fornever.
You use it to try and take away this writhing pain, that you sat and caused for me every day.
Wishing and waiting
hell.. that's all i ever fucking do.

Sick of living in this fairy tail
how the fuck can i escape
my fingers glued to this very page
words and ink swirled into one
from tears that crashed upon it
one
by
one

confusion
chaos
anger
numbness
and fear
...
hm :\